well, its been forever since the last time i decided to close my blog and wanted to make a new one and today finally, i made it. the blog called "What About". no more story about roller coaster personal life. What About will contains opinion on things that happen around us. things that i've got through or things that i havent felt before. all the opinion will based on my knowledge and of course experiences, also from friends' story and books i read.
the very first post is to start over. yes, writing a blog for me isnt something new, this blog is my starting over. start something new is a thing, but starting things completely over seems to be another. to starting over something that you have left behind is a hard work. this is a part of letting go too, but with a high hopes and prayer that this time will be better. doing it in wiser and more deliberate way, a more conscience way. in every thing that we have left behind, it was easier to throw in the towel instead of getting back up on the horse again rather than search for a true lesson and unforeseen adventures in which life truly has to offer. that is what i found.
by writing this post, i have welcomed my self back. and by writing this post, i have to admit that starting over is not easy. it takes times, but sure can be done. this is only a simple thing indeed, but the lesson of starting over is to accept what life brings. life has those struggling moments that i know in each moment, no matter how long we should stop and take our time, we should always get back to our feet again. starting over is to letting go what had happened in the past and its the way to move forward. and to move forward is the way we enjoy our life and be grateful about it. i've heard stories from some friends who struggle to try to start over their life after making mistake or after failing at something. it also happened to me in some cases. but then again, starting over is not an instant way to moving on from one path to another, but starting over is something that you should put in your heart and your head. this is about wanting to do something that you have left back in much better way.
all you need is a brave heart and belief that you can do it. remember it, feel it. of course it will also need times and guts but hey, that all easy to get, right?
